For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline. (2 Tim 1:7)
The Only fear that God encourages in a Christian Life is the fear of God (Heb 10:31). The Fear of people does not come from God. But sometimes, I tend to feel fear inside of me. Even though it is for God… It is for God… the devil will still attack me and tell me “They have high expectations to you”
That’s the reason why I don’t want to go into the pulpit and pray. I don’t even want to worship God and lead the congregation in worship! I am scared to do those things… Becoming a Leader? Becoming a Worship Song Leader? Never expected that! @.@ Most especially in the “MINISTRY”… where you serve GOD @.@!
But reading the Life of Timothy… A very timid Guy that God appointed to become a student of Paul… There was no difference between me and him… if he can do it.. surely I can do it too right???
Fear is no excuse to disobey God. There is no rason to live in fear when you have the Mighty presence of the Holy Spirit within you. Within us… FEAR WILL JUST ENSLAVE US! But Jesus Christ came to set us free from any fear. He will enable us to continue in Obedience…

Lord… Help me to overcome this fear inside of me and I do claim the spirit of Power in Jesus name!